breath taking moments

Realize everything in motion.

There are no real things. Everything is not true, like a black cloth we don’t know if it is the real shade or if it is just covered with a mud.

The White petals of flower at the middle of the night are falling in your front. The color of the flower will be emphasized. Even though the place is so extravagant that must be noticed.

The small things always get the attention, it will always be and it will forever.

Tremendous act of madness, to do such thing at the middle of the war is so bad.

Try it… try it… talk to the person who cause this disaster. Kill the person who holds the key to next world, the key that will activate the chaos in your heart. A heart that is full of pain will stay in your chest, chest of love, and jealousy.

Continue this to die in the hardest way.

Die in the best way to exchange your soul with a brain eater from ****…]

Be nice to me, to avoid the curse of life... curse of darkness…

Deferred…

A very hot and boring day to me, today we had our PTC, in short our parents or guardian or etc. will get our report card. But before that… we just have our classes this morning, and it is only for three hours (actually just for two hours). So during this afternoon we used it in clean-up and doing all the things that will makes us happy, and not bored. In our elective, we have a very breathtaking moment for this day; we clean the lab to find the source of the bad odor. Then that’s all. During our math IV we have a problem solving regarding our topic.

Afternoon, this time is very boring, we failed to use the speech lab because of the coming PTC. In fact I slept when I enter the room. Then my mother did not get my card, it is my sister, because my mother is busy. Then I’m shock with my grades some are estimated, but some are unpredicted. When I’m going home, I have a stop in a convenient store, I bought marshmallow. Then everyone in our house is busy. Then now I’m starting to make my homework.

Get the cord from the box

Today is the day of reporting. We conducted the reporting in our elective class today (Biotechnology). Then we played sepak (not a real game). Then during our chemistry we have a partner activity, it is more on computation, then with the answer we will find a message. It is when you invert the numbers (1=I, 2=Z, 3=E, 4=h, 5=S…) you will get a letter. Then during our math IV, we have three problems, I answered it all correct. I’m making my home work in chemistry and it is to list all the food that I ate today. Good luck to my reminiscing.

13---the hell dweller

an empty space

This day is a lonely type. The weather for this day is cloudy, and this afternoon it rained. This day is like yesterday the only difference is that it is raining this day. I went home early today. I do not know why. But I my feet just walk and bring me home. Our printer is totally outrageous. It is busted. The paper jam is not working and then the cartridge is not working. My finger is full of mess. And my brain is thinking of how to fix it.

I’m not in the mood to do something. I’m tired of it… I’m tired of thinking, tired of for everything.

hoping that you will see

Today, we did not have our flag ceremony, and I do not know why. It is like that this day is just a come back. Come back for the destroyer, just kidding. Most of our activities today are that we check our exams. But we don’t have three hours classes because our teachers are not present. I’m excited to go home; I want to do the two hours watching activity. There are new anime, and while I’m watching it, I’m very happy. The season two of shakugan no shana and code geass are the two of the four new anime show aired in the local network. While watching I’m making my home work, even I know that I will not finish it.

I can feel the distortion of the whole country. Every thing is not balanced from the smallest part of the system up to the biggest piece.

Do not let me to turn into pieces, because if that will happen you will never make me one forever. As the black neko walk over my window, I remember the black man in black in the front of the gate. You can never tell what will happen next. So just be happy for this moment…

the dweller...

One week from now, it will be a happy moment. There will be an occasion in our house. So we are starting to prepare for the event. It is like one day event. But my life is not over yet. To day I knew I good news it is about the airing of a very nice anime in the local network (TV 5) that anime is Code Geass: Lelouch of the Rebellion. Obviously I will face a very exciting day, when I wake up.

A very fragile glass is falling from the second floor of a building. It is predictable that it will break into pieces. But there is still possibilities that can happen… … … … … … … …

… … … … … ….. it is like my life, I though my life will end during that time, because my heart fell from my chest, but as I run down to save it even do I’m not if I can make it. As I went out of the building, you ask me if that heart belongs to my property. Then I answered yes, as you return my heart I felt that you add something. As I go on now, I want to ask you did you include you concern and love in that moment of lie. Sacrifices, is what I witness after that. I felt a very strange pain and anger from the bottom of my heart. And I realize it is not my heart. And I remember that when you gave the heart you are holding another heart. That I think, the one you are holding is my real heart… … …

The events inside the pandemonium…

Rush up to the fullest. It is a very hot Saturday, annoyed and sleepy. Back to normal life. I just stay in our house. I’m alone during this morning, because everyone is busy with their commotion. Then during this afternoon we are already three, I’m with my mother and also with my brother. I sleep for an hour after eating lunch. I’m annoyed, there is no water supply, but it is just okay because we have our own way to supply our need (water needs).

I’m lost I do not want happened next. I watch the television from three o’clock in the afternoon up to 10:45 of the evening. But I slept 11 something. Even I know that I need to wake up early.

13---the hell dweller