breath taking moments

Realize everything in motion.

There are no real things. Everything is not true, like a black cloth we don’t know if it is the real shade or if it is just covered with a mud.

The White petals of flower at the middle of the night are falling in your front. The color of the flower will be emphasized. Even though the place is so extravagant that must be noticed.

The small things always get the attention, it will always be and it will forever.

Tremendous act of madness, to do such thing at the middle of the war is so bad.

Try it… try it… talk to the person who cause this disaster. Kill the person who holds the key to next world, the key that will activate the chaos in your heart. A heart that is full of pain will stay in your chest, chest of love, and jealousy.

Continue this to die in the hardest way.

Die in the best way to exchange your soul with a brain eater from ****…]

Be nice to me, to avoid the curse of life... curse of darkness…

CAPITAL "E" for energy

At last the second day of our Periodic Test is over.

Reverse:

What the hell!!! This world is such a trash, problems! Problems are always anywhere. Why it always come to me. Why always me. I already sacrifice myself. But I do not want it, please stay away form my path. I do not deserve this kind of life.

Reverse…

We clean our area for the afternoon. Since it is raining we failed to perform our activity in Physics the Rocket launching. Instead we chat and played some games. We played the blocks of wood that we need to get the colored block, but the other blocks must be at rest. (We are applying some of the knowledge in Physics).

I went home late, that is why my mother scolded me. It is already 6:30 pm. But I went home late because I helped my classmate (the blind item girl) to fix the things of our classmates. Classmates who participated the WCSU…

Now I’m under a great depression….

I do not know what will happen next…. Truth or dare…

take it or live it….?

Run away or face it…?

Die or live…?

Hell or heaven???

13---the hell dweller

The small delicious piece of red flesh with blood is on my hand.

Sunday, 2008, 12 October. We will attend the mass but my mother changes her decision because of my sister, because she has classes today (her exam). I’m already going to take a bath then it was canceled. So I decided to go back to bed and I sleep again. Then when I wake up again, my mother is going to the market already so; it seems to be that I’m alone because I’m not talking to my brother. When my mother arrived home, I’m done with my activities (choirs). I’m just watching some show in our television. The weather seems to be good, but still it is hot. Then before eating our lunch, I wet our cat so it scratched my hand (left side if the palm is facing me). It is just a small cut, the skin was removed.

After eating our lunch, I sleep for a moment then when I woke up I watch some show in the television. My head is aching, but still I’m watching.

Do not try to hide in the dark, for what reasons? To hide from your fears, it is not a valid reason. Try to face them. Everyone was their fear, and it is not enough to run away from them. It is so stupid to that. That problem while always run after you, so the best thing to do is to face them. So it will be the reverse. No more problems will run after you because you already kill them before starting the first move.

You can not return to the same place

Today, our monitor was returned form the shop. But just the some part of it was fix, the crystal what ever is not yet fix. So, in this moment I’m so annoyed with it. For me it is better to buy a new monitor. By the way, today is Saturday so there are no classes. This morning my brother cooked one kilogram of French fries that is why we did not eat our lunch early. Then after one hour and thirty minutes we ate our lunch then after that we sleep (Filipino tradition to sleep during that time). I just sleep for a short time then I watch some show in the television. Then after that I cooked crackers (Besuto).