Vengeance

This is great, my one hundredth post. Entitled “vengeance”, because it reflects my life, that is full of revenge. I think I start this day with a negative attitude, being a pessimistic is not that hard, especially if it is naturally in your system. We have one hour vacant time this morning because our teacher went outside so, I had the time to make our statistical test for our research. We had an exam in our English IV, actually this is our semi-finals. I’m trying to finish all my requirements specially research since our congress is next week already. Today is our practice (for the social dance that I ‘m assigned).

It is a fine day, with anew spice. I hate it, acting in the wrong way, why do we need to pretend that everything is okay, and why do people loves to invade the privacy of other people. We do not have any privacy with this kind of attitude.

This day is once, there was another school that oriented us regarding their school, and the school (university) is the University of Perpetual Help, there is nothing special with this it was just a simple laughing time, today is also the release of the scholarship exam in Letran, sad to say I failed, but it is just okay because I’m not that interested, according to my adviser I failed because of the school ability test. My IQ was 131 then my school ability test was 67, actually it is just S (for superior) and A (for average), respectively. The note written at the bottom part of the paper or slip was “thank you. Sorry but you did not qualify”. As I remember only three from our section qualified, just good luck for tem if they will pursue.

I search pictures/ images of one of the most enthusiastic anime, named Kuroshitsuji, and I like the figures that I downloaded, it is very nice especially the pictures of Ciel and Sebby (Sebastian). The story is about Ciel the owner of the biggest toy company named Phantomhide (it is his surname). His parents died due to fire, when their old mansion was burned, because of this he traded hid soul with a demon creating a contract that he will follow all the order of his master (Ciel), and that demon is Sebastian. It is a very nice anime, they can be yaoi.

I planned everything, it was my will to do such thing, I’m born to have the grudge over the people around me, I’m born having all the frustration, and the idea of punishing all against my will. I’m rude and evil, but I’m just doing this for my happiness and life. Somebody told me that I must stop this, but it is me who live in this way. It is very hard to think of a new way of living even do we say that it is for the improvement, no one want to lost all the memories, because in this way I treasure all the memories that I have.

I made the final decision, decision for the coming days, and what I’m going to do. We need to pass the survey forms for the request of the Adventist student so they can join the coming JS promenade, as a person I’m favor of moving the date to 14 (white day) instead of 13 (Friday the thirteen).