CAPITAL "E" for energy

At last the second day of our Periodic Test is over.

Reverse:

What the hell!!! This world is such a trash, problems! Problems are always anywhere. Why it always come to me. Why always me. I already sacrifice myself. But I do not want it, please stay away form my path. I do not deserve this kind of life.

Reverse…

We clean our area for the afternoon. Since it is raining we failed to perform our activity in Physics the Rocket launching. Instead we chat and played some games. We played the blocks of wood that we need to get the colored block, but the other blocks must be at rest. (We are applying some of the knowledge in Physics).

I went home late, that is why my mother scolded me. It is already 6:30 pm. But I went home late because I helped my classmate (the blind item girl) to fix the things of our classmates. Classmates who participated the WCSU…

Now I’m under a great depression….

I do not know what will happen next…. Truth or dare…

take it or live it….?

Run away or face it…?

Die or live…?

Hell or heaven???

13---the hell dweller

T for a TRASH like you...

Today is the first day of our second periodic test for the Second grading. So it is a half-day. Our exams are very hard. But it was fun to answer. During our break time we must used it for studying the remaining subjects that we need to take. But instead we chat about anime that we like or makes us annoyed. It was fun. Then when I reached home, I’m like a spy I did not let my brother to know that I’m there already. Then when he saw he is some how shock about…

now listening to the songs of lifehouse

Do not make me cry over a deadly options. May be it is better to take the hard path than the easy path. In that hard path, monsters are anywhere, but these monsters will help to make me strong. I need to make a wise decision. And at the end of the path, I can see a small amount of light, but I’m used to live in that dark path. I don’t want to go way to that scary place. When I realize and prove that the real monsters are those who act nice, but the truth is that, they are the real horrible monster. They just blamed the innocent one. To live in the dark is better then to live in the world full of light but full of hideous creatures.

13---the hell dweller

AK ARUSAB... TAO kasi kami...

hindi ka bagay dito... halata ang iyong pagbabalat kayo. kahit anong gawin mong pagpapabago, lumalabas ang nakakasulasok mong amoy. nakakamatay. wala ka ng ginawang mabuti. puro na lang gulo. ikaw ang dahilan ng kaguluhan na ito. at habang nan dito ka, hindi ito matitigil... bagay lang sayo ang sinapit nyo, at tignan mo dinamay mo pa ang mga mahal mo sda buhay. kulang alam lang nila na ikaw ang dahilan ng lahat.

siguradong wala ka ng babalikan. wala na...

dahil wala kang lugar sa mundong ito... kahit sa lugar ng mga walang konsiyensya hindi ka tatanggapin...

13---the hell dweller

BUO kasi kami, hindi katulad mo, iniwan ng parang BASURA

Ang kapal din naman ng mukha mo, para mang husga ng kapwa.

Wala kapang utang na loob. Para sabihin ko sa iyo mas katawa-tawa ka... Wala kang karapatan. kaya ka siguro iniwan, dahil sa ugali mo. ito lang ang masasabi ko. YOU DESERVE IT... iyan nag bagay sa iyo. At ang kapal ng MUKHA mo para magpakita, puro ka naman kadayaan at kasinungalingan. At kung umasta parang hati kayo sa lahat ng bagay. Kaawa-awa ka na nga, ginagawa mo pang lalong kaawa-awa.

At yang kamay mo, ang likot, dapat diyan piniputol ng hindi na makapanggulo. at yang bibig mo ang dumi. parang basurahan.

Kulang pa yang nararanasan mo ngayon. kulang pa ang paghihirap mo. magaling ka lang kung may kailangan ka, at kapag hindi mo pa nakuha ikaw pa ang galit... Baliktad na ba ngayon, Yung nanghihiram na ang nagagalit o mayabang.

Puro ka lang satsat. Dapat sa katulad mo PINAPATAY na...

13---the hell dweller

The only shining star in the dark sky

Good luck to all of us. Tomorrow is our periodic exam (2.2) the second grading is going to end; the third grading is going on its way. We just have reviews, and discussion for this day. We do not have any new topic. My bag is full of notebooks and books, but I do not know if I can do read it.

Origami is an art of folding paper (originally from Japan). You can form many things out of a piece of paper. Heart, it is one of the things that you can make. But in this point, no one can make a heat that will love you. it is hard to love a person that doesn’t love you.

It is better to die, than from a normal life you will live in the darkness of this world. It is like you were buried alive. For me dieing is better than that. You can fell the world but you can not see it, and the world around you will always be concerned to you. and they can not be with you forever.

Indecent Obsession Lyrics
Fixing A Broken Heart Lyrics

I can see the shadow of the moon

This is the day of reminiscing of everything that I have done. It is not bad to be honest, and it is not bad to answer questions. Being honest is not a way of being RUDE.

Today we had our classes. We have music and arts (after along time of no classes to this subject). Then during our elective (biotechnology), we stayed out side the lab, because there is no supply of electricity because there is no current. Then we do not have classes after 2:30 pm onwards. We joined the events in the school. But when we arrived at the school it is just 4:15 pm, so we just do nothing in the school.

Loving you is one of my missions. But hurting your feelings is not included to my plans. What is ion a tragic story? Tragic, there is something that happen that will cause not a complete happy ending. For me sad ending is better than the happy ending, because in the sad ending you can still open your mind to possibilities that can give you idea. Even do facts do not have room for possibilities (from the movie “The Exorcism of Emily Rose”).

I do not want to stay with some one else.

It is back to school today. This is the latest drama, of the students from the break. When I’m observing my classmates, it seems that we had a one year break. They missed each other so much. And it is expected for us to be newly haired cut, but still there are naughty student. Some of us have a long hair (I’m one of them). We have many things to submit. I’m very happy to get 95 in our recitation in our English subject; our topic is one of the creations of William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet. This story is nice, but it is a tragic love story. But it is really nice; Romeo though Juliet is dead already but the truth is she just drank a potion that can cause to be asleep for two days, and after Romeo woke up, Juliet wake up. Then she saw Romeo dead that are why she stabs her self, so she will die.

It is better to die, than to be a live but your love one is already dead. So if you will die you will be together. There still a happy part, their family realizes to end the feud between them. But the sad part is that they needed to sacrifice life. Because of there is no advanced way of communication.

In our way home, we need to get one plastic bag of trash in our room, because it already filled up. And we forgot it before our break. It is heavy, but it is just okay because we are the one who are staying our room, so it is part of our responsibility.

I reach home late already, I think it is already 6:45 pm. It is dark already. When I reach home they just started eating our dinner, so still eat with them. And now I’m preparing to make my assignments.