Trials for you

Review and study, these are the things we need to do, for the first ever thing that will happen to our whole life in this school, the first day of our periodic test is tomorrow (Friday, January 16) and the second day is next week (Monday, January 19). The days are separated. So we have a very long time to study for the next exams or test. We had a very nice thing today, we have a case like cutting classes, we had two hours of elective (biotechnology), and we failed to attend the next class (Health). We are finished but it is already 1o minutes before time. We had an experiment, but it is just the first part. Sterilizing and making the agar, but it is not an agar, three groups used the wrong thing (our group is included there) so we planned to repeat it tomorrow. Since it is half day, we can use the time in the afternoon. We went to the lab this 4:00 pm, to clean the equipments and sterile it again, and I get also my notebook that was used to elevate the test tube containing the agar (but is not the real agar, it is used by mixing it to agar).

Realization is always at the end. Like losing everything will have a great realization at the end, like hoping something or somebody to return to you for great depressions. Now I can feel that thing, waiting for something or somebody, even do it is not sure if it will happen. In short I’m just a very idiot that waiting for a dream to come true. So stupid, I can nit think of it that I will come to this point. After rejecting all the things that person did for the sake of closure, I just waste the chance, but it is just okay I’m not after that, because I want it now. When I want it, it is the time when it is not there. When ever I’m happy they want me to cry.

Like a hidden valley, time will come and it will be discovered, like a problem it will be solved. Like what I said, “I will just wait the time that when we see each other she will great me regarding of the unfinished issue”. Not literally I can do things those are expected. Still the unexpected will come and it will ruin or solve the situation. Good luck to all students that will take their exams tomorrow, especially to us, seniors and also to the coming freshmen 2009-2010, it is the second screening tomorrow. And it will be held in the afternoon. So just like a falling star in the sky, I will never fall but I will continue to fly not only to your eyes but also to your mind and dreams.

Tomorrow I will try to add some spice in my life. I will not fix the unfixed things, but I will build new things for a new time. Trials for you is not a serious thing, it is not minor thing, just trying to provoke nothing, just to make it miserable all the times. I will just bring disaster to everyone.

The hell dweller…