The champion!!! It was a nice day of curvature and sympathy. I cried for a trash, a song that tells me about my past, a trashed friendship. I learned not to make friend with the whole mind. The day of declamation, it is not that I expect, but I did not do my plan, when I stepped on the stage and started to declaim, I forgot myself and started to talk and to act. I’m really crazy. I’m already tired of simple acts and works. I’m not a strong person, not as expected of a thin man like me.
Start of the week not complete, I mean the section is not complete again. We just have few assignments but we need to accomplish our research now. Due date and lay out for tarpaulin are needed. I never cried in such small things, I’m the type of person that will not rally demand for a friendship; I’m not the one who takes the incentive to talk. I never knew what I’m going to prioritize; I do not know what I’m going to treasure. Who will think that I will be thinking a lot of things about what happened, a trashed friendship, a forbidden idea of dieing? Why does people need to be involved in social relationships? Why do I need to trust somebody that will just lead me to the chaotic side of my life?
I’m not really feeling well, I’m so sick of everything. i can not think properly. I need enough of rest but I can not. I can not sleep. I think I have insomnia again. It will be a long treatment again.
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