Tuesday, February 10, 2009

A small thing but a big meaning

This day is horrible, why? There is no exact reason for it; I just want it to be in that way. Cleaning of the comfort room is not a good thing to think, but how about a jig-saw puzzle in the floor, that is what I discovered in our section’s comfort room’s floor. Then I brought a 1.5 Liter of Gatorade, that cause me to feel urinating, so I need to use the comfort room, but sad to say we close it but I can not open it through the window I can reach the doorknob but my fingers are just sliding, so I decided to used the other one (comfort room of other section). Rush one, we need to prepare our set-up for the exam tomorrow in Biotechnology, according to them it is already our finals, but I do not know the true and the whole thing. In our English time we talked our about our coming speech choir, entitled “The Creation”. This afternoon is an occupied time, no more vacancy, and no one is coming to help me. More pressure is on my way, each day I feel that more loads are over my head and my body, the bed is pulling me down.


Parts of the paper are very boring that causes my eye to say goodbye to the reality, I wish I can stay in other dimension for a long time. I need to finish projects and paper. Like what will happen to the blogs, I will need to have advance post, because the deadline will be this coming 23, February, but how about the coming events, that is why I will have some prediction or just put the main event not anymore specifying the scene. I will sleep early this night to have some strength to do all my tasks (with S) tomorrow and to do all what unexpected things.

Love will always be there, but the big question with it is that, is he or she is te right one to be loved?

What is the worth of loving you, if you already give-up everything about us?

I learned how to fall, because I know how to fly.

May be both of us had a fall from flying, but you did not even realize that my fall is a different thing what happened to you.

May be I will wait for you, but not all the time k will be there to stand, because time will come I but it is either walking away from you or walking toward you.

It doesn’t mean that angels keep on doing good things, and demon keep on doing bad things, because there are falling angels and rising demons.


-Dweller

Monday, February 9, 2009

Disaster!!!

These days is crazy, bad, pessimistic, and sarcastic or just connect all the negative words. Every thing that is happening was predicted. It was a bad prediction, so from the start it is very ridiculous, I told my classmate this early morning (around 1:00 am), that what will happen to the school today is a disaster. And I’m correct with it; let’s enumerate everything that makes my day a very big disaster:


  1. I just have two hours of sleep
  2. my I.D. was confiscated
  3. Our Maminezz is angry to us.
  4. It was a sleepy day.
  5. An ugly flag ceremony (actually I do not have any energy)
  6. Submit unedited seatwork.
  7. Minus points, because one of my group mate send our seatwork to my classmate as a basis, but he just print it, and pass the same thing.
  8. I lost my money; I need to have a hair cut. I just lost my one hundred peso bill.
  9. My head is aching.
  10. Rush for the things around me.
  11. We do not have water in our room (it is the water dispenser).

It is my devil day, a day of failure and mischief. There will be a lunar eclipse this night. I will wait for it, but according to the news it is not that visible.

My day was already ruined from the start so I predicted that I will end it that way again… I’m also planning not to sleep like what I did last night, just try and guest what will happen to me tomorrow.


Tomorrow will be start of our final test in biotechnology, it will be another week of agar preparation, inoculating, streaking, and much more to do, like micro assay, and many to mention, just keep the good will.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Sleep of disaster

Sunday of life, after four weeks at last I attended the mass again. This day is not the ordinary one, from the start there was something wrong. I’m very sleepy, so after the mass, my mother needs to go to the market, so I decide to sleep in our vehicle, then from that corrected the wrong one. As we reach home, I ate my breakfast then watch the television while doing my hanged home works. After wards I’m alone, my brother is gone, my father is gone also, my sister is in her school, and my mother is in my grandmother’s house because today is the celebration of her birthday (though her birthday is yesterday). I went there around 12:30 pm, to eat, and then I hang out with my aunties and uncle, also with some of my cousins. It is already 4:00 pm, when we went home, as arrive I watered the plants then I took a bath, then fix my things to continue doing my home works.


I ate some quail’s egg, after eating dinner and my viand is Squid. Then back to the basic, make the home works..


Love Story

We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I’m standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, “Stay away from Juliet.”
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, ‘Please, don’t go.’

And I said,
“Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I’ll be waiting; all there’s left to do is run.
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
it’s a love story - baby just say ‘Yes.’

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet ’cause we’re dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
‘Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said “Stay away from Juliet,”
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, ‘Please, don’t go,’

And I said,
“Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I’ll be waiting; all there’s left to do is run.
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
it’s a love story - baby just say ‘Yes.’

Romeo save me; they’re tryin’ to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it’s real.
Don’t be afraid; we’ll make it out of this mess.
It’s a love story - baby just say ‘Yes.’

Oh.

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin’ around.
My faith in you was fading
when I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said,
“Romeo save me - I’ve been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don’t know what to think-”

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
“Marry me, Juliet. You’ll never have to be alone.
I love you and that’s all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;
It’s a love story - baby just say ‘Yes.’

Oh, oh.

We were both young when I first saw you…

I’m very frustrated with the file of assignments and coming activities, I will lost my sleep time, and I’m almost gone to the path of life.

Saturday, February 7, 2009

You raise me up after I fall from flying into the sky

What? Practice, the first practice of the JS (junior-senior promenade), today is the first rehearsal. Actually the call time for it is 7:00 am, but we arrived at the school around 7:45 am, because I did not stay in our house last night, I sleep over for a certain project, but it did not change my day. A practice will always be a practice; of course it will be tiring and a stressing one. We wee assigned to different social dances (ballroom).


This day is used to plan and to teach the basic steps of the dances, but from now every second and minutes are very dangerous, we need to take a chance just to make this scene different from the old one. I’m very happy to have this day of fun and frustration, I did not know why, but I just remember I fell asleep during our lunch break, and after that back to the normal scene.



Love Story - Taylor Swift Music Code

Friday, January 30, 2009

day of fun or day of chaos

Today is the Family day in our school, with the grand finals of Campus Idol. Actually I’m just thinking what really happened after this day. I’m assigned in one of the games because I’m a member of one of the club in charge for the program, but in the morning I’m in the accommodation, it was a very hot place, many Vitamin D because we are in the place here the sun rays are direct to us.


This day also particularly this afternoon there was a meeting for the parents of juniors and seniors for the said JS promenade, because the students decided to have it, than nothing. So the parents talked about it, while the students are busy with the said Campus Idol. The planned activities are there will be games for the family and in the lunch time, there will be a feast, the parents will bring foods and share it with one another, but this did not happen, they have their own lunch, but me I did not eat rice, I just ate a chicken burger courtesy of Jollibee. Then everything next is a missing page of my memory, it just happened that life is not complete will all the facts that are happening to person’s life.


About the said Campus Idol, it is my first time to watch it. I failed to watch the auditions, because in the first audition I’m not in the school, and the second addition I’m in the biotech lab preparing an agar for our activities. Then it just so happen that I can not live with out criticizing the contestants, I criticize their costume, then there was a ticket votes and as I remember it will the 50% of the result. Then I went home late, and tired, but it is not a reason to sleep early.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Clear Solution or Perfect Matte?

After all the frustrations, it will be a very nice afternoon even the evening.


Meetings are allowed and needed. Everyone one is busy for the coming Family day. But still we need to attend the daily life of a student. Today we transfer the bacteria from test tube to Petri dish. I think it is one of our tests, but still there are still many things to happen, like investigating with the missing coin back. Actually somebody get it, there was a project from DepEd the name is “Barya para sa Eskwela”, our section is very supportive with it, but this afternoon we just noticed that it is gone, so we need to have an emergency meeting for it and for the coming family day. We just have few classes today, some of the vacant time I use it for sleeping, because now, it is really hard for me to sleep every night, symptoms of insomnia.


My life is not just there; my life needs to rotate in very corner and circles. It was a yes and it was not a no. I’m very happy with this; it will be a secret of life and death, another reason why to be happy, the return of Kyle XY, season three, if I’m not mistaken.


Just watch it, in studio 23, 8:00 pm.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Unopened bottle

This week will be a very hazardous one, as a member of English club, which is mainly in charge of the coming family day (January 30). We have another meeting this afternoon. And we just have few assignments; things are going to be critical. And everything can not be called life if there is no problem.

A 70% of isopropyl alcohol or laceration is the only options to put an end.


70% of isopropyl alcohol

FORMULATION:

Each 100 mL contains 70 mL alcohol


APPLICATION:

For disinfectant, sterilization, body

Massage, relief 9f prickly heat, insect

bites, hygienic purposes, after shave

splash on, general antiseptic


DIRECTION:

Pour small amount into hands and rub

Freely or use cotton, gauze or swab

And apply directly to skin.


PRECAUTIONS:

Do not swallow or use near eyes. For

Children, use under adult supervision.

Keep tightly capped and store at

Temperature not exceeding 30ÂșC


FLAMMABLE


Laceration is an easier way, just get something sharp and try to slice it into your wrist, the commonly used thing here is blade. This time I want to die, I want to die, honestly. Suicide is my only escaped. Not really it is just my hunger for love. The unopened bottle is an empty bottle, like me I do not have anything. I’m just a simple trash in this society. And know I’m lacerating. And I enjoy doing this thing.

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