Vengeance

This is great, my one hundredth post. Entitled “vengeance”, because it reflects my life, that is full of revenge. I think I start this day with a negative attitude, being a pessimistic is not that hard, especially if it is naturally in your system. We have one hour vacant time this morning because our teacher went outside so, I had the time to make our statistical test for our research. We had an exam in our English IV, actually this is our semi-finals. I’m trying to finish all my requirements specially research since our congress is next week already. Today is our practice (for the social dance that I ‘m assigned).

It is a fine day, with anew spice. I hate it, acting in the wrong way, why do we need to pretend that everything is okay, and why do people loves to invade the privacy of other people. We do not have any privacy with this kind of attitude.

This day is once, there was another school that oriented us regarding their school, and the school (university) is the University of Perpetual Help, there is nothing special with this it was just a simple laughing time, today is also the release of the scholarship exam in Letran, sad to say I failed, but it is just okay because I’m not that interested, according to my adviser I failed because of the school ability test. My IQ was 131 then my school ability test was 67, actually it is just S (for superior) and A (for average), respectively. The note written at the bottom part of the paper or slip was “thank you. Sorry but you did not qualify”. As I remember only three from our section qualified, just good luck for tem if they will pursue.

I search pictures/ images of one of the most enthusiastic anime, named Kuroshitsuji, and I like the figures that I downloaded, it is very nice especially the pictures of Ciel and Sebby (Sebastian). The story is about Ciel the owner of the biggest toy company named Phantomhide (it is his surname). His parents died due to fire, when their old mansion was burned, because of this he traded hid soul with a demon creating a contract that he will follow all the order of his master (Ciel), and that demon is Sebastian. It is a very nice anime, they can be yaoi.

I planned everything, it was my will to do such thing, I’m born to have the grudge over the people around me, I’m born having all the frustration, and the idea of punishing all against my will. I’m rude and evil, but I’m just doing this for my happiness and life. Somebody told me that I must stop this, but it is me who live in this way. It is very hard to think of a new way of living even do we say that it is for the improvement, no one want to lost all the memories, because in this way I treasure all the memories that I have.

I made the final decision, decision for the coming days, and what I’m going to do. We need to pass the survey forms for the request of the Adventist student so they can join the coming JS promenade, as a person I’m favor of moving the date to 14 (white day) instead of 13 (Friday the thirteen).

Dust

Another post for this day may be it is silly to think. Why do we need to celebrate Valentine’s Day? Why? In the some country the boys are the one giving gift during Valentines Day, but to me it is different I follow the tradition of some Asian countries like Japan, Korea, Taiwan and some. Girls are the going to give a gift to the boys every Valentines Day (February 14) and during white day (celebrated during March 14, a month after the Valentines Day) it is the turn of the boys to return the favor to the girls, they give a gift to the girls, not just a gift it must be double, or triple the value, you can give chocolates or, cookies, stuff toys, or jewelry, or anything that worth giving.

Dust, is an evidence of a thing that is not being move or use for a long period of time. It is like human, if time past by, and they did not try to communicate to the people around them, it will be hard for them. I’m suffering from it. I don’t know why, but it is me. I’m so silly, why do I need to act as a rude creature. I do not have the right to act like this. I’m emotionally distress again, for the million time. No regrets and hope for doing such thing. What is wrong with expressing, we have freedom, right? That is why this is like this. If you’re guilty of something, then fine, but I’m making this clear to everyone it is not my fault. I’m just a simple creature that does stupid things.

Stupid things, it is my point why do I need to think of all the stupid things, if I know that it is stupid, I’m so silly. May be I’m not a good person, but did you think I’m just doing what I think is good for me, and if ever I tried to be stupid you do not care about it. It is my fault if ever I went to the hell, and do not be polyester. Like a person who makes me so wild, is **** ********, I do not want to be back stabber, but since I’m starting it, I will continue, don’t be foolish. You are very selfish, you are just thinking of your self or it is better to call you a hypocrite. Now, I know you are very happy that you make my life worse than the last time, but honestly I’m just a frustrated one, who thinks of very impossible things. I’m very idealistic, so sarcastic, I just want to live in my phantasm.

Hidden agenda

As I remember this thing must be a formal, no informality, but it is hard to do when you’re completely annoyed and totally angry, because of your stupid and bitchy classmates. They will just make you life miserable, those pathetic human (actually you can not categorize them as a human, because they must be in the category “non- and totally angry, because of your stupid and bitchy classmates. They will just make you life miserable, those pathetic human (actually you can not categorize them as a human, because they must be in the category of “stupidity”). Why do I need to think and be emotional just for a stupidity?

Those bitches are very impractical, or may be it is better to say they are very rare. Rare in the state, their whole clan will extinct because the soil will eat them, may be the soil vomits them, because they are tasteless.

Category 666:

As the new year start, there are new people in the list of the most wanted (additional criminal for the last post). They are one hundred percent devastating. They have new plan to have more chaos and evil in this world, some of them are the relatives of the one stated in the first list, let’s start stating the name and description of the new member.

New members:

1. Good heart- this person is very annoying, from the name given to her, you will think that she must be removed form the list, so we need to use the phrase “don’t judge a book by its cover”. She will act nice to you or even to everyone, but the fact about her is that she is not that good. She will just make an image of being nice, but the truth when she got your trust she will start doing bad things unknowingly.

2. List man- he is totally aggressive. He will make good things with out asking any reward, but in time we will change and if you will be carried by his words and motivation you will do things according to his plan. He will say to you all the things he did (like in tagalong word “utang na loob”).

3. Ms. Now - from her name itself “now” means at the moment, not later but now. Actually you will be completely annoyed with her. If she needs something, she is very fast and if she will get also she is very fast, but if you need something from her she is very slow, means she will just say “later” with the facts that will sate I will have it later, I don’t have that thing yet. She will just delay everything until it will be forgotten or something else.

4. Ms. Stay- actually she is the twin sister of Ms. Now. She will be just there if she need something but in case of trouble she will be missing, she will have perfect alibis to be safe with it, actually she is very bossy, and she feels that she is very talented and smart (but actually it is just her feeling).

5. Smooth face- he is not that harmful at the end, because he will be harmful during the adaptation period. He has an irregular attitude, he is like a girl to act, but the fact that he do not have the right to act like this, because of his corroded face, that just make him a distinct one, he is also bossy, and he act that he is always right.

6. Peace maker- he will be an evil one, if he did not get what he want, he will act violently, he do not want vengeance, because everything bad will come back to him 9he doesn’t know the Golden rule).
   

The new set of criminals are very ridiculous like my enemies (actually those criminals are existing in my world). As you will notice their names are very opposite of the description, but that is the fact about them. They are made of polyester (plastic).

My day is a nothing; I took the exam for the scholarship of the course BS accountancy in San Juan De Letran. Then I sold the stamps that must be done last year. Then now I’m making things more visible, as in I’m making the research paper.

A small thing but a big meaning

This day is horrible, why? There is no exact reason for it; I just want it to be in that way. Cleaning of the comfort room is not a good thing to think, but how about a jig-saw puzzle in the floor, that is what I discovered in our section’s comfort room’s floor. Then I brought a 1.5 Liter of Gatorade, that cause me to feel urinating, so I need to use the comfort room, but sad to say we close it but I can not open it through the window I can reach the doorknob but my fingers are just sliding, so I decided to used the other one (comfort room of other section). Rush one, we need to prepare our set-up for the exam tomorrow in Biotechnology, according to them it is already our finals, but I do not know the true and the whole thing. In our English time we talked our about our coming speech choir, entitled “The Creation”. This afternoon is an occupied time, no more vacancy, and no one is coming to help me. More pressure is on my way, each day I feel that more loads are over my head and my body, the bed is pulling me down.

Parts of the paper are very boring that causes my eye to say goodbye to the reality, I wish I can stay in other dimension for a long time. I need to finish projects and paper. Like what will happen to the blogs, I will need to have advance post, because the deadline will be this coming 23, February, but how about the coming events, that is why I will have some prediction or just put the main event not anymore specifying the scene. I will sleep early this night to have some strength to do all my tasks (with S) tomorrow and to do all what unexpected things.

Love will always be there, but the big question with it is that, is he or she is te right one to be loved?

What is the worth of loving you, if you already give-up everything about us?

I learned how to fall, because I know how to fly.

May be both of us had a fall from flying, but you did not even realize that my fall is a different thing what happened to you.

May be I will wait for you, but not all the time k will be there to stand, because time will come I but it is either walking away from you or walking toward you.

It doesn’t mean that angels keep on doing good things, and demon keep on doing bad things, because there are falling angels and rising demons.

-Dweller

Disaster!!!

These days is crazy, bad, pessimistic, and sarcastic or just connect all the negative words. Every thing that is happening was predicted. It was a bad prediction, so from the start it is very ridiculous, I told my classmate this early morning (around 1:00 am), that what will happen to the school today is a disaster. And I’m correct with it; let’s enumerate everything that makes my day a very big disaster:

1. I just have two hours of sleep
2. my I.D. was confiscated
3. Our Maminezz is angry to us.
4. It was a sleepy day.
5. An ugly flag ceremony (actually I do not have any energy)
6. Submit unedited seatwork.
7. Minus points, because one of my group mate send our seatwork to my classmate as a basis, but he just print it, and pass the same thing.
8. I lost my money; I need to have a hair cut. I just lost my one hundred peso bill.
9. My head is aching.
10. Rush for the things around me.
11. We do not have water in our room (it is the water dispenser).

It is my devil day, a day of failure and mischief. There will be a lunar eclipse this night. I will wait for it, but according to the news it is not that visible.

My day was already ruined from the start so I predicted that I will end it that way again… I’m also planning not to sleep like what I did last night, just try and guest what will happen to me tomorrow.

Tomorrow will be start of our final test in biotechnology, it will be another week of agar preparation, inoculating, streaking, and much more to do, like micro assay, and many to mention, just keep the good will.

Sleep of disaster

Sunday of life, after four weeks at last I attended the mass again. This day is not the ordinary one, from the start there was something wrong. I’m very sleepy, so after the mass, my mother needs to go to the market, so I decide to sleep in our vehicle, then from that corrected the wrong one. As we reach home, I ate my breakfast then watch the television while doing my hanged home works. After wards I’m alone, my brother is gone, my father is gone also, my sister is in her school, and my mother is in my grandmother’s house because today is the celebration of her birthday (though her birthday is yesterday). I went there around 12:30 pm, to eat, and then I hang out with my aunties and uncle, also with some of my cousins. It is already 4:00 pm, when we went home, as arrive I watered the plants then I took a bath, then fix my things to continue doing my home works.

I ate some quail’s egg, after eating dinner and my viand is Squid. Then back to the basic, make the home works..

Love Story

We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I’m standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, “Stay away from Juliet.”
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, ‘Please, don’t go.’

And I said,
“Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I’ll be waiting; all there’s left to do is run.
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
it’s a love story - baby just say ‘Yes.’

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet ’cause we’re dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
‘Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said “Stay away from Juliet,”
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, ‘Please, don’t go,’

And I said,
“Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I’ll be waiting; all there’s left to do is run.
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
it’s a love story - baby just say ‘Yes.’

Romeo save me; they’re tryin’ to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it’s real.
Don’t be afraid; we’ll make it out of this mess.
It’s a love story - baby just say ‘Yes.’

Oh.

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin’ around.
My faith in you was fading
when I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said,
“Romeo save me - I’ve been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don’t know what to think-”

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
“Marry me, Juliet. You’ll never have to be alone.
I love you and that’s all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;
It’s a love story - baby just say ‘Yes.’

Oh, oh.

We were both young when I first saw you…

I’m very frustrated with the file of assignments and coming activities, I will lost my sleep time, and I’m almost gone to the path of life.

You raise me up after I fall from flying into the sky

What? Practice, the first practice of the JS (junior-senior promenade), today is the first rehearsal. Actually the call time for it is 7:00 am, but we arrived at the school around 7:45 am, because I did not stay in our house last night, I sleep over for a certain project, but it did not change my day. A practice will always be a practice; of course it will be tiring and a stressing one. We wee assigned to different social dances (ballroom).

This day is used to plan and to teach the basic steps of the dances, but from now every second and minutes are very dangerous, we need to take a chance just to make this scene different from the old one. I’m very happy to have this day of fun and frustration, I did not know why, but I just remember I fell asleep during our lunch break, and after that back to the normal scene.

Love Story - Taylor Swift Music Code