hindi ka bagay dito... halata ang iyong pagbabalat kayo. kahit anong gawin mong pagpapabago, lumalabas ang nakakasulasok mong amoy. nakakamatay. wala ka ng ginawang mabuti. puro na lang gulo. ikaw ang dahilan ng kaguluhan na ito. at habang nan dito ka, hindi ito matitigil... bagay lang sayo ang sinapit nyo, at tignan mo dinamay mo pa ang mga mahal mo sda buhay. kulang alam lang nila na ikaw ang dahilan ng lahat.
siguradong wala ka ng babalikan. wala na...
dahil wala kang lugar sa mundong ito... kahit sa lugar ng mga walang konsiyensya hindi ka tatanggapin...
Ang kapal din naman ng mukha mo, para mang husga ng kapwa.
Wala kapang utang na loob. Para sabihin ko sa iyo mas katawa-tawa ka... Wala kang karapatan. kaya ka siguro iniwan, dahil sa ugali mo. ito lang ang masasabi ko. YOU DESERVE IT... iyan nag bagay sa iyo. At ang kapal ng MUKHA mo para magpakita, puro ka naman kadayaan at kasinungalingan. At kung umasta parang hati kayo sa lahat ng bagay. Kaawa-awa ka na nga, ginagawa mo pang lalong kaawa-awa.
At yang kamay mo, ang likot, dapat diyan piniputol ng hindi na makapanggulo. at yang bibig mo ang dumi. parang basurahan.
Kulang pa yang nararanasan mo ngayon. kulang pa ang paghihirap mo. magaling ka lang kung may kailangan ka, at kapag hindi mo pa nakuha ikaw pa ang galit... Baliktad na ba ngayon, Yung nanghihiram na ang nagagalit o mayabang.
Puro ka lang satsat. Dapat sa katulad mo PINAPATAY na...
Good luck to all of us. Tomorrow is our periodic exam (2.2) the second grading is going to end; the third grading is going on its way. We just have reviews, and discussion for this day. We do not have any new topic. My bag is full of notebooks and books, but I do not know if I can do read it.
Origami is an art of folding paper (originally from Japan). You can form many things out of a piece of paper. Heart, it is one of the things that you can make. But in this point, no one can make a heat that will love you. it is hard to love a person that doesn’t love you.
It is better to die, than from a normal life you will live in the darkness of this world. It is like you were buried alive. For me dieing is better than that. You can fell the world but you can not see it, and the world around you will always be concerned to you. and they can not be with you forever.
This is the day of reminiscing of everything that I have done. It is not bad to be honest, and it is not bad to answer questions. Being honest is not a way of being RUDE.
Today we had our classes. We have music and arts (after along time of no classes to this subject). Then during our elective (biotechnology), we stayed out side the lab, because there is no supply of electricity because there is no current. Then we do not have classes after 2:30 pm onwards. We joined the events in the school. But when we arrived at the school it is just 4:15 pm, so we just do nothing in the school.
Loving you is one of my missions. But hurting your feelings is not included to my plans. What is ion a tragic story? Tragic, there is something that happen that will cause not a complete happy ending. For me sad ending is better than the happy ending, because in the sad ending you can still open your mind to possibilities that can give you idea. Even do facts do not have room for possibilities (from the movie “The Exorcism of Emily Rose”).
It is back to school today. This is the latest drama, of the students from the break. When I’m observing my classmates, it seems that we had a one year break. They missed each other so much. And it is expected for us to be newly haired cut, but still there are naughty student. Some of us have a long hair (I’m one of them). We have many things to submit. I’m very happy to get 95 in our recitation in our English subject; our topic is one of the creations of William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet. This story is nice, but it is a tragic love story. But it is really nice; Romeo though Juliet is dead already but the truth is she just drank a potion that can cause to be asleep for two days, and after Romeo woke up, Juliet wake up. Then she saw Romeo dead that are why she stabs her self, so she will die.
It is better to die, than to be a live but your love one is already dead. So if you will die you will be together. There still a happy part, their family realizes to end the feud between them. But the sad part is that they needed to sacrifice life. Because of there is no advanced way of communication.
In our way home, we need to get one plastic bag of trash in our room, because it already filled up. And we forgot it before our break. It is heavy, but it is just okay because we are the one who are staying our room, so it is part of our responsibility.
I reach home late already, I think it is already 6:45 pm. It is dark already. When I reach home they just started eating our dinner, so still eat with them. And now I’m preparing to make my assignments.
It is our semestral break (October 25 to November 02, 2008). It was fun while I’m busy with my home works and projects. I tried to finish my projects last October 25 to 26, but I did not finish… I went at SM this Monday (October 27) and I receive my eye glasses on this day… Tuesday, I just stay at home for the whole day. May be it is so boring, there is nothing to do, sleep, eat, watch the television, and surf the net. Boredom is anywhere I look in this society, it is present anywhere. Wednesday, I’m with our relatives, we stay one placed. We ate our lunch there. We have some fun in a simple way. We chat of everything, take pictures; pass the music file in our mobile phones. Thursday and Friday, the most boring, I’m just at home. I think I did not even go outside (near the road). Mostly I’m just in the back of our house, my room, and in the garden. Saturday, it a traditional day (it is a holiday). Because in Filipinos this day is special, it can not be postponed or canceled or else there will be a war. It is “UNDAS”… happy Halloween! Sunday, the last day of the break is today. Tomorrow everything is back to its normal flow. Welcome to the new semester. And to the new grading, but we are not yet taking our periodic exam.
Looking back is not that bad, if you see happy memories. But if you will just see sad memories it is better not to turn back. I’m contented to what happened for me this nine days of boredom or whatever you call it. I’m happy to live.
It is a day tradition and culture. It is very important to some Filipino to celebrate these days. All-souls day and all-saints day (especially among Christians) are days celebrated today and tomorrow. We just went to the graveyard this afternoon. And we went home around 6:30 pm. It is not that crowded in the cemetery today. May be the reason is that it is not holiday this coming Monday. And there is a third creature in the cemetery, and I’m afraid of them.
We lighted one candle in our backyard, because we can not go to manila, to go to my uncle (the brother of my mother). I think it is on the ManilaNorthCemetery.
i'm a simple boy with a great dreams!!! loves to cut finger!!! hahahaha!!! Dieing is not enough to escape the reality, because we do not have the right to escape.
