to be continued

Second life is the best thing that a human or any creature can have. I you have this thing you must be thankful and this time use it properly. This I just a part two. Second part, in short the end of the start, a thing that can put you in despair. In first though annoying but in the last part you will realize that it is meaningful.

Do not be afraid to love somebody. But make sure you are ready to be happy or hurt of loving that somebody. If you have failures be happy, it means that you are a real human, you have emotions. An emotion that you will realize at last is just a waste of time, effort or waste of everything.

“HELL is a resting place, but HEAVEN is the REAL resting place”

An old song for a new start for everyone

Father And Son - Boyzone Music Code

Saturday, I and my mother is the only one left at our house. So I need to clean and help my mother. But my sister went home early because she does not have classes this afternoon. So after eating lunch, we watch some show in the television and then I sleep with our cat. Then when I woke up I watch then took a bath. Then watch television again. I heard of this song in a show. And it is emotional for me (the meaning).

Father And Son - Boyzone

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It is not easy to have a good relationship with your parents, because of the modernization now. Some actions of the parents might cause the reaction of their children to think that they are not properly care, in short he or she is does not, love by his or her parent. Just think your parents still think the best thing for you. Me, honestly speaking I do not have a good relationship with my father. But in some aspects we have the idea and in that thing we understand each other. To be continued...

for one day only

There are no classes for this day in the town of Maragondon. I’m happy to stay with my family. But I can not think of it properly, my mind is loaded with stupid stuff. I want to sleep for a while. Today I give a bath to our four pet dogs and two cats. I’m so tired for this day. And I heard this song that brings the smile back. I love the message. I love it because the message of it is you want the time to come back that you are still happy with somebody but everything was ended of a event that makes me sad. For me I will end it now here.

Parting Time - Rockstar Music Code

You must feel it also!

I’m annoyed before I went home. It is also dark when leave the campus, because we had our meeting for the intramurals next week.

Let’s go away from the topic first. I returned to our room I get my shorts (our uniform for the intramural). Then I went home with Hannah (my class and seatmate) and also with Aira. Then when we are walking already near elementary (we already walked over the gate, going to the town proper). We witness how the damn children ran after the street dog and throwing materials. That is why I’m annoyed with them. Those damn children must experience the same thing or worst that that, so they will stop doing that. They do not have the right to do that even do it is a dog. Then when we are walking at the front of former John 3:16, there was a dog running and I think one of its legs is broken, and then I’m so sad. Then we enter the convenient store (7-11), Hannah bought gulp, then I asked three pesos from her to buy lollipop (ChupaChups). Then we returned to the way back to buy Tacos. Then we went home already.

Then when I reach home I’m annoyed again. My slippers were wet because my brother used it, and I hate it when he used my things. So annoying, that I can not stop myself to blame the pretenders with it! I clean my room. By the way, there are no classes tomorrow, yehey… because of the event “AlayLakad”.

A cockroach inside my heart… cockroach part 2...

A great mess, I can not blame them, it is already a human’s nature to do something in one place even do there is a bigger place. Damn it.

Reverse.

There is no way of having a happy moment in this place, so in this moment I think of this “HELL is a resting place, but HEAVEN is the REAL resting place”. To follow the rule or policy is one of the hardest things to do, not all the time I can follow. I will be a GREAT PRETENDER if I will say that I’m always or often following the rules or policy. Kill (turn off) the lights, let darkness to eat this empty small room. Stop the noise from entering to my ears. I do not want to see light for this moment. Contentment is the hardest thing to conquer, because as of now, from w3hat I notice human desires the thing that they do not have. For me the solution for that is do not think of non-sense things because it is worthless from the word itself “NON-SENSE”.

Suicide is the not the best thing to do when you are bored, to make other creature is the best thing to do.

So near, but I can not touch it.

Today is the first day of the month of October (Holy Rosary Month and Breast Cancer Awareness Month also). It is not the first day, but the following days, this day is just the signal for a damn week. Some are important occasion like my parents birthday. Reverse. Christmas is near already, but before Christmas it is advent first. Still I do not have any saving, so bad for me, but it is just okay because we are already starting our research. I have issue number 30 of OTAKUzine. I’m so happy and the cover is “CODE GEASS: Lelouch of the Rebellion R2”. haha. I’m really delightful, but still lonely because I do not have money. But it is just okay, because I will get my allowance.

Human must think also of what makes them happy even do it is not that important, because life with out happiness is a very big mess.

I’m just making a very big stress

There is a tropical storm. And I think our province is affected. But I’m not yet interested with it. Today we went to our “consultant”, and then we talked about our research he gave recommendation and ideas to have a good result. Then we went to Sam Bacoor to buy mice. Luckily we bought ten pair, but that is the last thing that we did before we go home.

When we arrive we checked it first if there are mice available, then we ate our lunch about 2:30 pm. Then we went to National Bookstore then Toy Kingdom and we even enter the surplus for nothing we just walked inside for nothing. Then before we buy the mice, we bought first our food, it is a good thing we accepted the coupons as you enter the mall (thank you McDonalds). Then we went home. It is my first time to ride in a baby bus, it is annoying to open, but it is a nice experience. We reach Naic by 5 pm, but before we ride to the jeep, there is call of nature, so we needed to go to Jollibee (Naic Branch). Then we went home to Maragondon, and then we bought food for the mice.

Then I reach home, at last, safe and annoyed.