Saturday, October 11, 2008

Loving you in the hardest way is just the same thing of postponing my death




I can not think if it is still the same thing. It is hard to fool myself. I’m trying my best to do the best thing for us. But sad to say love is the one who is trying to stop the death. I want to start a new thing. I want to end it. According to them I’m numb that I do not deserve that thing. May be it started when we had a conflict.


Yes, I lie at first, but I did not expect it to reach this stage. This stage is when my mind was disoriented. After forgiving each other the past was returned, but life is an adventure we need to separate but still we can reach each other. And now we are closer to each other. But it seems my heart is tired already.


I’m tired of being a FRIEND.


A friend, that is more to be expected.


We need to be true. It is a lie; love can not live with out trust. End it, so we can start a new beginning. I realize that love is gift you do not know what is inside the gift wrap or the paper bag, to find out what inside is to open it. We need to experience it.

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