Back to school, we thought that it will be a whole day congress, but we are wrong because it is regular classes, and we will just have the congress in our research time.
I’m the first one in our section, the door is open, so I come in, and close it again, as I enter, I decided to clean the horrible place, it is very messy. My day is made into a crazy thing, like finals in biotechnology, practice in English, checking of test paper in Filipino, review in math, and going to the orientation of universities that came to our school, they are funny. I had my hair cut, because according to the officers it is already long.
I failed to submit some of my requirements today, and according to them it is already due to day, but I will just submit it tomorrow.
And it was announced that there will be a meeting for the parents tomorrow, regarding everything that will come in the near future, the coming events, we are now reviewing for our finals next week. It is really hard to study cover to cover, from the start up to the last lesson that you have tackle.
Now, I must post an advance posts for the coming since, it will be the collection I will guest for that days. Let’s start now…
But wait a minute, I will just make a schedule like thing, this is better or may be it just the same of the thing that I am thinking last time.
February 24
This day is very boring, since we are with our research; there is nothing to do at all. This day is very annoying, like starting the day with a room full of trashes, we failed to clean last time, but honestly yesterday I fix some of the trashes so today it will be eliminated.
Feb 27
Today is the festival, the English festival, it is the day of our club, as a member I’m very busy and supportive to the project of this club. I’m so tired; I want to have a rest. Presentation of some clubs, and some activities, this day is once in a while so we are busy delightful for it; at least we have such celebration.
Feb 28
It is practice day, practice again for the JS, and I think after this will be 7-eleven moments again. This day is very special to me, today is our anniversary I’m not fun of celebrations but I’m happy for this day). This practice is more on improving everything that w have. The event is now coming so double or triples the effort for this thing.
March 02-06
Finals, it is already our final exam, it is very frustrating. In this week we will have the class and batch picture taking, it will be our day of shining moments, the Speech choir, it is about the piece titled “the creation”. This week is just the start of all the things that can make mad, and horrible.
March 07
Practice again, this time, we need to give our best because the days are can be counted on the hands, it is very near. So I will be crazy mode again, I need to relax. Second to last practice, now the seniors are slightly busy with the requirements for clearance, because we are the graduating year it is advance compare to the lower years.
March 13
Grand rehearsal, this is the day before JS promenade. This is the last practice, tomorrow is the Day of Judgment whether it is a good thing or a bad thing. I need to gain more sleep to have a better aura tomorrow to have a good socialization 9i hate this thing, but for this day I will do that).
March 14
This is the day of life. For the first time in my high school life, one of the most memorable days ever, I’m celebrating for two things first is the JS promenade and second is White day; it is my turn to give a gift for the girls I love, because it is one month after Valentines Day.This will be a non stop moment and no one will sleep we need to be formal and elegant for this night.
March 17 and onwards
Practice for the graduation, great the day ofno one ask for, this is the time when we need to go away from our high school days and life, because after this is a bigger and a challenging world will come to us. We need to walk in own path standing on our own feet. One of the challenging in every year of my high school life, complying with the requirements for all the subjects, since most of us lost the books, and can not remember something in our things. We need to submit the uncommitted things before, so it is very hard to think of these things.
The days that are passing by, our last days of high school so we need to bond to enjoy the time while we are suffering from everything that we need. Just enjoy the days of camaraderie.
March 31
Graduation day, this is the day of loneliness, the day of tears on our eyes. It will be hard for us to walk away from the life were we depend so much. It will be hard for us to return the past after this day, good bye high school life and memories. Be happy, we have the opportunity to have a better life. This is the day of new hopes and tears to be wasted.
Rest of the day with in that span
Finalization of the last paper, after the congress we receive many comments, suggestion, and questions, those things are needed to improve our present paper, so when we ask the signature our dear principal it is already the best that we can show, but not actually the best.
Fixing all the wrong things, we must put an end in all the fights that we had. We need to paint the cubicles or the lockers and the chairs, and fix the broken parts of the room, and to replace the missing things. We have options for everything, it is either we will paint and repair the things or just rent some body to do these things. What ever will be the decision, I will be happy at least we will graduate after four year of hardship and mind torture.
Monday, it is great there is no classes, because of the celebration of People Power (it must be February 25; it is just move, so the classes are straight).
Since there are no classes, this day will serve as one of the practice day of our JS Promenade. The practice is very usual, we will practice from the start to end, but now it is some what different, we practice new steps.
But now, time pressure, we need to submit other requirements, it already filed up. Things are still the same, every afternoon of the practice we will eat at 7-eleven, but now we went home early, some went home only; it is around 4 pm when we are dismissed.
I need to finish my projects.
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Night mares are better than sweet dreams, sweet dreams will; just give endless hopes, but in night mares it will show you the reality. It is really stupid to see the unnatural things, like the negative energies around the living organisms. This day will be a pessimistic day for me, a day of love and death.
A very awesome day, start the day with the bright sun, it is around 6:30 when I woke up. There was an occasion on my auntie’s house; it is my uncle’s birth day. They are very busy, because when I woke up, I’m the only one left in our house, as I wake I turned on first the computer, my breakfast was some pieces of cookies and cereal drink enrich with fibers.
Around 9:30 I watch the television since I’m not doing anything, the show are so paranoid, it is worthless to me. I’m not contented with the things around me. Since I have plan for this day, I will pursue these things.
It is around 12:00 pm, when I took a bath because I need to go, after taking a bath I went to my aunt’s house to eat then I went somewhere else, I will go to Naic, I need to ride in the jeepney, it is very slow, it took so long before it move, because it is waiting for more passenger.
Then I went home around 5:30 pm, I stopped at 7-Eleven to buy something (Del Monte Fit n’ right, and Wrigley’s DoubleMint and JuicyFruit).
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It is really frustrating to move and to think of all the things that can make the world a complete hell.
We need to have an advance post since it will be the collection of the blog posts or drafts. I’m thinking in what way I will do it, in a way that I will advance the day, or I will just put it in one day but in that post I will put the date it must be posted. I need to think of things to be posted, I need to think of the coming events, for the posts. This will be exciting.
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I need to save money, for the coming events, because the coming days are days of paying the requirements, and other necessities.
I’m now sleepy and I need to have a rest… so long Mr. despair…
Cold breeze is on my feet. It is not a fresh start. Like waking up with the situation like this, there is no supply of electricity. It started when I woke up around 4:30 to charge my mobile phone, because I’m still on my bed, and the socket is justin side, I deicide not to turn on the lights, when I plug it, I realize what is wrong about this, it is not working. Then I get nervous so I stand and turn on the lights, then I knew that there was no electricity.
It is practice time; it was two weeks ago, after our first rehearsal of the promenade. Since there is no electricity I though there is no electricity but the truth is that there was. I’m late, but I’m not that late compare to other students, but still I’m late. This practice is better, start it up with an exercise, it is very tiring and it is not normal to me. After the exercise there was a break, and then back to practice, now we need to practice the dances (I will dance bogie and cha-cha).
Then after that our next break was lunch break, I’m so hungry, it is around 12 pm, so the resuming time is 1 pm, so after eating the packed lunch we can do thing that we want to, I decide to sleep, actually most of the students slept during this vacant time.
Then the last one is going home, after doing this things we need to recharge, we went to 7-eleven to eat, to fill the empty stomach, to gain the lost energy. Then after eating, time to go home.
At home, I eat again because I need to take my medicine. I watch the television, then continue making the project, and then later on I decide to sleep.
Darkness will always be there, but the light is sometimes missing. We must be proud of what he have, and let’s show it to the world, don’t be shy of it, because time will come, the world will reveal it, in a violent way.
Friday again, but it is really tiring since we need to submit our assignments and projects. Since we are very busy with research, I think I will not submit it today, it is better to submit it next week. It is very uncommon to go in the school even I’m so annoyed with the weather, it is very hot, I’m just keep on eating and eating, then sleep, then chat. I started making the blogs, after one week, I need to update my blog.
It is a day of waiting and watching, watching my batch mates while they are having their congress. We have a graduation picture today, we need to use make-up, but it is some what creepy, since I’m not using make-up. But it is just okay now, because it is just for this moment. About the directions of the photographer, I don’t know if I will be angry, annoyed, embarrass, or happy, the direction is like this, “do not smile, you’re eyes are lost.”
We have also some of picture moments, like picture of my former section last year “III-OXYGEN or BRGY. OXY”, then our group name “Korny”, from the name itself you will know what it means.
We have flag retreat today that made annoyed, but after that we eat at 7-Eleven after the tiring week, we enjoyed or celebrated. I went around 7:30 pm, it is not that late. But I slept early, I need to rest and we have practice tomorrow for the JS promenade.
Hiding is just a temporary scene, time will come you will shine in the whole world.
It is really tiring. This morning it is really a pathetic start. Finalizing again, since we are almost done with the paper, we just need to reproduce the copies of it, so we need to print it and photocopy to five piec4es for the panelist. It will be an exciting game of life and death.
Pressure, it is Thursday already, the second day of the congress and the second day of the semi-finals (for the lower years). Since this is the second day of their test, they are here, so we are not alone again in this campus, but you will not observe the time, since this lunch we are in the Research Lab II, (since lunch), we are waiting for our turn to have the congress, actually I already slept in the lab, then when I’m already tired and bored a went outside the lab, and walk around. I did not return there for that moment, but I returned also. Then there was another draw lots (this is the way to know who will do then defense) then luckily it is turn after the time of waiting, we will do it. Then we are the last one who will do this.
I’ expecting that the congress will be a time of high intensity of emotion, but it is not that, or may be it is just a coincident that the panelists were tired after the tiring questions. After our congress it is a celebration, were are very happy because it is done. It is raining; the weather is very coordinated to the feelings of the devils. It is raining (drizzling), I do not have an umbrella, but it is just okay, because it stopped also for a while. I’m very happy, because tomorrow I will just go to school for the sake of attendance (for this day only), because next week will be back top basic, since our final exam is coming already, it will be more frustrating thing, since after the finals, it is the clearance that we need to accomplish. I need to recover the books, since some of it is lost.
I can sleep for this night with peace of mind and I can wake up with a calm spirit.
Previously: I’m listed to the late comers, it is a hell craft, and it makes me crazy, what will happen next.
I mix with the things that I am thinking for the research. Everything was a mess, our group needs to finalize everything, finalize everything for a new way. We just ask my classmate to print our tarpaulin, because her father will go to print their tarpaulin. We receive the tarpaulin this afternoon, they we are very happy, one more step and we are almost done with the research thing. Everything will be fine, and it will be according to the plan.
We used this day to improve our presentation and our paper. It is really tiring; by the way today is the first day of the semi-finals for the lower years so this afternoon the seniors are the content of the campus. It is the first day of the congress, because some of it is just a demonstration we went to the school cafeteria to take a break, we hang out thee and chat, then when we are returning we stopped at theTRC, there was a free eye check-up, then after that everything was a brain wash. I can not remember it anymore. But I think tomorrow is a better day for everyone.
It is better to sleep early to store energy, because this day everyone is not worried about their tummy due to the rush of research.
Rush! Everybody seems to be busy after the exams (hard exams), it must be general cleaning, but it was occupied by a finishing and improving or editing of the research [paper, and it will be a day of printing of the tarpaulin for the congress tomorrow.
We did not finish our paper tomorrow, since the plan was not followed, it was a disaster again. We deceived to have an emergency overnight, somehow it helped, we accomplish some of the parts, but we still have a break. It was a sleepless night for everyone of having this congress since we are very lazy regarding this thing since the first day of school. From the house of my classmate we went to the house of another classmate to ask for some help, because we don’t know how to interpret the statistical test, ANOVA. We ate some prawn crackers with a dip in a mixture of vinegar and garlic.It was fun, but we still watch a movie, titled “the day the earth stood still” it was a chaos, it seems to be that I’m living just to destroy the world that is what I realized after watching the movie. After that we continue to make the research paper, but I felt asleep so I decided to have a nap for thirty minutes, but I woke up around 4:30 am, I need to go home, because I decided last night both to bring my things instead I will just return to our house. It was a rush, and fast calamity. I’m late already so everything will be a hurricane. I come to school 7:10 am, I’m the forth one to be listed, and I’m the forth fourth year student, this is set-up from hell.
Now! What! I don’t want to think of it, but this is real. This is the start of the tiring and the most frustrating week of my school life. Today is the first day of our semi-finals, actually we (the seniors) are the first one to take the semi-finals, and we are advance, since we are the graduating year.
The start of this of this day is expected, there is no flag ceremony since it is our semi-finals. We start taking the test late, because the teachers are not yet there (our subject teacher). We just took two exams for this day (social studies and mathematics). And while we rate taking the exam the electric supply was cut off, but it seems that it is only in this school. I went to the house of my classmate, I’m asking for some help regarding our research paper. We edit some of the parts, then later on I decided to go home, but it is starting to rain. Some I borrowed an umbrella from her. When I reach home, the sky still has the loneliness from my eyes. It is really frustrating, since this morning, tomorrow we need to take some tests, and to finalize our research paper. The n the next day is the first day of the congress.
How about making some quality time?? Aside from using all the time in doing all the requirements, just have one hour break to relax. Doesn’t be a hectic body; try to make some fun out of a busy schedule.
Some of the trees around our house were cut down, because of the coming occasion (this coming Sunday), but it will be a nice adventure of socialization.
Sunday, there is nothing important today. Today is the fun run, a project of the municipality of Margondon, it is for the High School students to join, they need to run for eight Kilometre/Kilometer.
I started again editing the research paper, unfortunately it is brown out, so I decided to borrow the lap top of my cousin, I used it for one hour and thirty minutes, not that bad, because I did my real goal.It is very hot, it is very boring, and there was nothing to do. This day is very natural, naturally boring. I clean my room for a while, and it is more tiring than I expect, it is really annoying to kill insects, especially ants. It is all over again. I reviewed for the test tomorrow, it is around 4:30 pm to 5:00 pm, when the electricity was returned, I immediately turn on the computer and used it, but I’m sleepy in a glance. I fix my things for tomorrow, and do all the things to be done. It is really tiring.
This week will be the most frustrating one; all senior students will be occupied by a different spirit of busyness.
Memories of yesterday are still on my face, I mean I’m still under the influence of darkness. I can not stop my self from doing this hibernation, after our dinner I went straight to my room and I did not get out of it until 2:00 am, my computer was turned on the whole night.
I just sleep around 2:30 am, then I woke up around 4:50 am, then I use again the computer, from that time up to 8:00 am, I’m still using it. I stop for a moment ate my breakfast then do some choirs. Then I sleep for a while, then I eat (lunch) then I sleep again.
It is Friday gain, but it is not the day that I wish, because this is the last day of the weekdays, so it means our semi-finals and congress is next week already. I’m very stress with all the things that we need the paper and the tarpaulin. I’m editing since this morning, but we have some happy our, because Filipinos are very impractical, even do they have a very hectic schedule still they will do something just to make fun.
Today is also Valentines Day, giving gifts to their love ones, in our section; we gave a present to our Maminezz (our class adviser). We gave some balloons (heart shape, flowers) it is with dramatic background music, then after it, she gave us a special message, that I think it was really shoot in to our hearts.
Our exam in biotechnology was postponed, because our mother culture was a failure (the whole class). There were inhibition ob bacteria, so instead of having the test we have some demo. We had our bacterial solution (our group only), because after four days there was small number of colony of bacteria. I used my palm for this thing, but it seems there was a small population of bacteria on my palm.
We have some practice regarding our JS promenade, so we will go home late, but it is not that dark.
As I arrive home, I’m expecting the thing that they promised to, but it was just a lie (again). I’m just a stupid person who keeps on believing on something to happen. I hate it so much. It is better that they did not promise, since the day that day, they are just keep on promising to me. It is very unfair, even do it is schedule for me, they will cancel or postpone it, and they will just say tat thins thing is more important than that. I feel that sometime other people are even more important than me. I feel so sick of hoping, so tired of hoping for everything. It is better that they did not promise, at least I don’t have bad feelings over the world.
The coming week will be a very stressing one, but luckily we are dome with some of our exams, and we have a take home exam, and it in Chemistry II. I just used my time in revising our research paper; it is really a hard job, now I realize my fault. Everyone will be hectic in this coming week, because after our periodic exam (February 16-17), then it is already our congress (February 18-20), in the afternoon is our graduation picture, we need to look good, but I think after the stressing week most of us will be a zombie-like creatures. Then one week normal, everything are normal, then the following week will be our Finals, since we are the graduating year most of the things will be advance. We need to do all the requirements like books, test papers, notebooks, research, classroom things, and many more. Sooner we need to live this place and face the new world of challenge and triumph. We need to take each path assign to us, and in that path we need to choose which path we are going to take.
This is great, my one hundredth post. Entitled “vengeance”, because it reflects my life, that is full of revenge. I think I start this day with a negative attitude, being a pessimistic is not that hard, especially if it is naturally in your system. We have one hour vacant time this morning because our teacher went outside so, I had the time to make our statistical test for our research. We had an exam in our English IV, actually this is our semi-finals. I’m trying to finish all my requirements specially research since our congress is next week already. Today is our practice (for the social dance that I ‘m assigned).
It is a fine day, with anew spice. I hate it, acting in the wrong way, why do we need to pretend that everything is okay, and why do people loves to invade the privacy of other people. We do not have any privacy with this kind of attitude.
This day is once, there was another school that oriented us regarding their school, and the school (university) is the University of Perpetual Help, there is nothing special with this it was just a simple laughing time, today is also the release of the scholarship exam in Letran, sad to say I failed, but it is just okay because I’m not that interested, according to my adviser I failed because of the school ability test. My IQ was 131 then my school ability test was 67, actually it is just S (for superior) and A (for average), respectively. The note written at the bottom part of the paper or slip was “thank you. Sorry but you did not qualify”. As I remember only three from our section qualified, just good luck for tem if they will pursue.
I search pictures/ images of one of the most enthusiastic anime, named Kuroshitsuji, and I like the figures that I downloaded, it is very nice especially the pictures of Ciel and Sebby (Sebastian). The story is about Ciel the owner of the biggest toy company named Phantomhide (it is his surname). His parents died due to fire, when their old mansion was burned, because of this he traded hid soul with a demon creating a contract that he will follow all the order of his master (Ciel), and that demon is Sebastian. It is a very nice anime, they can be yaoi.
I planned everything, it was my will to do such thing, I’m born to have the grudge over the people around me, I’m born having all the frustration, and the idea of punishing all against my will. I’m rude and evil, but I’m just doing this for my happiness and life. Somebody told me that I must stop this, but it is me who live in this way. It is very hard to think of a new way of living even do we say that it is for the improvement, no one want to lost all the memories, because in this way I treasure all the memories that I have.
I made the final decision, decision for the coming days, and what I’m going to do. We need to pass the survey forms for the request of the Adventist student so they can join the coming JS promenade, as a person I’m favor of moving the date to 14 (white day) instead of 13 (Friday the thirteen).
Another post for this day may be it is silly to think. Why do we need to celebrate Valentine’s Day? Why? In the some country the boys are the one giving gift during Valentines Day, but to me it is different I follow the tradition of some Asian countries like Japan, Korea, Taiwan and some. Girls are the going to give a gift to the boys every Valentines Day (February 14) and during white day (celebrated during March 14, a month after the Valentines Day) it is the turn of the boys to return the favor to the girls, they give a gift to the girls, not just a gift it must be double, or triple the value, you can give chocolates or, cookies, stuff toys, or jewelry, or anything that worth giving.
Dust, is an evidence of a thing that is not being move or use for a long period of time. It is like human, if time past by, and they did not try to communicate to the people around them, it will be hard for them. I’m suffering from it. I don’t know why, but it is me. I’m so silly, why do I need to act as a rude creature. I do not have the right to act like this. I’m emotionally distress again, for the million time. No regrets and hope for doing such thing. What is wrong with expressing, we have freedom, right? That is why this is like this. If you’re guilty of something, then fine, but I’m making this clear to everyone it is not my fault. I’m just a simple creature that does stupid things.
Stupid things, it is my point why do I need to think of all the stupid things, if I know that it is stupid, I’m so silly. May be I’mnot a good person, but did you think I’m just doing what I think is good for me, and if ever I tried to be stupid you do not care about it. It is my fault if ever I went to the hell, and do not be polyester. Like a person who makes me so wild, is **** ********, I do not want to be back stabber, but since I’m starting it, I will continue, don’t be foolish. You are very selfish, you are just thinking of your self or it is better to call you a hypocrite. Now, I know you are very happy that you make my life worse than the last time, but honestly I’m just a frustrated one, who thinks of very impossible things. I’m very idealistic, so sarcastic, I just want to live in my phantasm.
As I remember this thing must be a formal, no informality, but it is hard to do when you’re completely annoyed and totally angry, because of your stupid and bitchy classmates. They will just make you life miserable, those pathetic human (actually you can not categorize them as a human, because they must be in the category “non- and totally angry, because of your stupid and bitchy classmates. They will just make you life miserable, those pathetic human (actually you can not categorize them as a human, because they must be in the category of “stupidity”). Why do I need to think and be emotional just for a stupidity?
Those bitches are very impractical, or may be it is better to say they are very rare. Rare in the state, their whole clan will extinct because the soil will eat them, may be the soil vomits them, because they are tasteless.
Category 666:
As the new year start, there are new people in the list of the most wanted (additional criminal for the last post). They are one hundred percent devastating. They have new plan to have more chaos and evil in this world, some of them are the relatives of the one stated in the first list, let’s start stating the name and description of the new member.
New members:
Good heart- this person is very annoying, from the name given to her, you will think that she must be removed form the list, so we need to use the phrase “don’t judge a book by its cover”. She will act nice to you or even to everyone, but the fact about her is that she is not that good. She will just make an image of being nice, but the truth when she got your trust she will start doing bad things unknowingly.
List man- he is totally aggressive. He will make good things with out asking any reward, but in time we will change and if you will be carried by his words and motivation you will do things according to his plan. He will say to you all the things he did (like in tagalong word “utang na loob”).
Ms. Now - from her name itself “now” means at the moment, not later but now. Actually you will be completely annoyed with her. If she needs something, she is very fast and if she will get also she is very fast, but if you need something from her she is very slow, means she will just say “later” with the facts that will sate I will have it later, I don’t have that thing yet. She will just delay everything until it will be forgotten or something else.
Ms. Stay- actually she is the twin sister of Ms. Now. She will be just there if she need something but in case of trouble she will be missing, she will have perfect alibis to be safe with it, actually she is very bossy, and she feels that she is very talented and smart (but actually it is just her feeling).
Smooth face- he is not that harmful at the end, because he will be harmful during the adaptation period. He has an irregular attitude, he is like a girl to act, but the fact that he do not have the right to act like this, because of his corroded face, that just make him a distinct one, he is also bossy, and he act that he is always right.
Peace maker- he will be an evil one, if he did not get what he want, he will act violently, he do not want vengeance, because everything bad will come back to him 9he doesn’t know the Golden rule).
The new set of criminals are very ridiculous like my enemies (actually those criminals are existing in my world). As you will notice their names are very opposite of the description, but that is the fact about them. They are made of polyester (plastic).
My day is a nothing; I took the exam for the scholarship of the course BS accountancy in San Juan De Letran. Then I sold the stamps that must be done last year. Then now I’m making things more visible, as in I’m making the research paper.
i'm a simple boy with a great dreams!!! loves to cut finger!!! hahahaha!!! Dieing is not enough to escape the reality, because we do not have the right to escape.