You must give too much attention to the real “EMO”

What the hell or what the heck! It is like a night mare to see a person who is pretending to be another creature. I hate it. I want to end it. I don’t want to be called as an “EMO” I hate it.

I do not deserve it. May be I blame other creature what is happening to my life, if I have a failure but it is not enough to be a basis. It is better to call “EMO” for those who follow it as a trend. What the hell, they are forcing there selves to be like that, but it doe not fit them. And also for those who commit suicide for nothing just to be called an “EMO”.

Damn you guys.

May be it is good that you lacerate your wrist then you will totally die so I will not see your yucky or disgusting face. Be what you are. Be true to your self.

I hate it.

A real emo is the one who is not shouting it to the world that he or she is an “EMO”, he or she is the one who hide it but the other creature will notice it. Being emotional is not that easy, it is not with the mind it is with the heart. Do not try to fool us and the worst thing is that you are fooling yourself. This is the fault of the great pretenders that is why our society is crowded of mess.

Mess like you if you are one of the GREAT PRETENDERS. I do not want to hurt your feeling I just want you to open your eyes and specially your HEART.

Do not try to suck the blood

Annoying, this is the word that can describe my whole day today. This day is really tiring. We need to finish our requirements for the intramural. We watch a movie during our English time. The title is “Now and Then”, and then we knew the schedule for the whole month of October.

1. October 01- holiday (no classes). I think it is the last day of Ramadan (I don not know if the spelling is correct).
2. October 02- the medical examination 3:00 pm to 5:00 pm for the players that will play during the intramural.
3. October 06, 08, and 09- intramural year 2008-2009.
4. October 07- Korean/DepEd official meeting (regular classes). Honestly I do not care with that thing (it is better to be honest).
5. October 10- district meet, this is only for those who are interested to play.
6. October 23-24- test day. Ohh… it is our second exam for the secong grading (P.T 2.2)
7. October 27-31- Semestral break (Sem Break). Actually this thing is literally for college student, but it is not bad we have one week vacation. Yepey.

Predictable, I’m predicting that the last week of October will serve as our break, because it is the last week and nearest to all souls day and all saints day. We had our blood pressure for this day and I think my blood pressure is one hundred twenty over eighty. I do not know if that is low blood, normal or high blood.

It is better to run away.

It is better to die than to see your deadly smile.

In a town there was a boy who is willing to give everything that he was for the sake of helping. But one day he was blamed of something that he did not. The one who blamed him asked for his death, and then the town people kill him by burning his body. Even do the boys give everything that he has he was punished of the thing that he did not.

I can not believe. It is not the same thing. I did not expect that I will change my characteristics; from my previous traits it was changed. But still my real self was covered by a very high grass before your reach peaceful garden that you will wish to stay forever.

As I’m trying to say, I believe now that a human characteristic can not be forced it will defend to its environment and how he or she will follow the flow of life. Me I’m trying to take the opposite path, and now I can say that I’m not one hundred percent successful in doing that thing. But still we must be accepted of what we are, like the quotation. It is better to be hated for what you are, than to be loved for what you are not. Gide (1869-1951 French)

I realize that life is like a tree it will grow, bloom, it will be functional, but still time will came it will die.

die forever

Stop biting your nails!

Chewing your nails may be your stress reliever, but it’s a bad habit that may lead to a yucky infection. Drop that habit for good!

1. Paint your nails in your favorite color so you’ll hesitate to nibble off the polish.
2. Chew on something else, such as sugar-free gum or mints.
3. Keep your hands busy by squeezing a ball as you watch TV.
4. Put plaster on your nails if you’re OK with answering curios questions about what happened to your hand.
5. As a last resort, seek medical assistance to get to the root of your habit and end it.

An article from a magazine.

Source: August 2008, HealthToday, page: 44

I read that after I post my blog last night.

The weather today is nice; it will rain then stop then rain again. I help my classmate to our or their project. My mother made a food from pinipig, milk, coconut meat, coconut water, sugar. They are calling it “inabayan” but I call it as “kinalog”. Next week is already our school intramural. And I’m in a rush, but I do not know why. I need to finish my school requirements.

the f__________ that stays together, die together.

frustration is the next big thing!!!

free fall

"sleep for a while or sleep forever?"

A sad love story: boy and girl fell in love and promised to love each other forever. As a sign of their promise the girl gave the guy a bracelet locked in his wrist and the girl kept the key. When they grew up the boy fell in love with another woman and he asked for the key so that he could unlock the bracelet. The girl smiled, gave the key and simply walked away. The guy thought that the girl never loved him. So he decided to stay away from the girl. After two days the guy found out that the girl died cause of heart failure, the key used to unlock the bracelet was the dame key used to operate the oxygen tank which keeps her breathing when she sleeps. At the funeral the boy read the words carved on the key “I will die if I lose you”.

Just a normal day I woke up around 5 am. I just clean my room, made a project and ate launch with my mother and with my brother. After that we watch something in the television while eating a junk food. Then after watching, I read magazines HealthCare and HealthToday. Then I sleep, after I woke up I ate chocolate bread coated with chocolate. Yummy! Then I watch the television and after that I took a bath then watch again. Now I decided to make this thing.


I cannot see our card reader and my sim card (smart).

that one is wrong... (the pink cockroach)

This day is a mess. it is like yesterday also, i played chess and dama. but this day, i started it with a bad atmosphere: in short I'm bad trip. still I need to continue my life, i do not have a seatmate for this day, and I do not know why, and i just know she is excused. this day seems to be very short: I felt that I'm not doing my part as a human in this world. today is the birthday of my classmate (Algerson L. Manalo , i did not greet him). We will have a veru busy weekend, projects, research, and study for the long test or quizzes, because after this week iw will be like that we have twoo weeks of vacation. For next week we will have three days of no classes, And after the three days vacation, the following week will serve as our school intramural (year 2008-2009).

Then there is another issue about the school paper some of the teachers does ot know about the the payment for the school paper (Php 180.00), but us students, we knew that there wuill be another collection, and the funny thing there is that our section is not yet remitting the money for the first payment. Before I went home I watch some of my classmates and batchmate ar45e playing dama inside our room. Then we went also to a Convinient store (seven-eleven). And now I'm thinking if I will still take the entrace exam in University of Santo Tomas, Ust. And I'm decided already to take BS psychology, because I want to cure psychopath or a person that is mentally ill.

As I reach home, my room put me in despair.


KESUMA!!!

That is why I need to clean it first then after that I ate my dinner with my whole family. Then now I'm typing this, and I'm still thinking if I will post other blog.

I will hide myself in a small pocket.

Today is a damn day. there is no electric supply for the whole day. so our room is dark, since there is a storm it is not hot. i played chess and dama with my classmates.


this day is not that great. First we had our first subject Physics 2, I'm energetic may be because when I arrived at the school i slept. Second is that we thought that we will have our periodic exam in our subject (Economics) but we don't have any due to special reason. third is elective, but sad to say I can not remember any. Next one is our health education, our group reported about marriage and it is funny for my classmates. then Research, i can not remember any again. Then English, we checked our assignment then we answered activities in our notebook. Then Chemistry we have two sets of quizzes then discussion. Then our last subject for this day (regular school day except Friday) Calculus, we answered two problems it is about getting the equation of the tangent line. Then that is the end of my school life for this day. then we fix our things then prepare to go home. when we are going home it is starting to drizzle.

then now I'm typing this blog while thinking for my other blogs for my other account (like in myspace or in multiply, you can check it with my links).

To show it, is the biggest mistake

Yesterday (September 23, 2008) we fourth year student of Cavite national Science high School had our career counseling for our college life In Tagaytay. It is realty tiring the place was nice except for the place where the main event happened. Is seems to be very small and it is so crowded.

Then after that we went to the mall. It is will start to rain when we reach the area. So we need to use umbrella and I think we stayed there for two hours or more. Then we went home. Then we have classes tomorrow so it is really tiring.

To do it again

Ahhhh.. Today our section had a four hours of proper classes (some had five, because of the elective). Probably we have it this afternoon.

Today is Thursday so tomorrow is Friday, so probably we will have our speech class and yet I don’t have the recorded voice (damn it) how can I, it is raining now. There is a big outside noise.

Morning I’m the one who is holding the key of room, but I went to the school today late so they are staying outside the room. Some seems to be annoyed but some seems to be no reaction at all. And today also some our classmates our not in the school, they are doing their research. And during our chemistry time we check our test paper and I help in writing the answer on the board. But I write small so I’m forced to write big, and my arm is aching.

This is the end.

that way.

Yes! Today is the second day of our exam, and it is half day only. I’m very happy there is a lot of time to rest. I did not go home this lunch time. I stayed at my mother’s working place, because I decided to go to the dentist today to have the adjustments into my braces. Hey! I removed my molar bonds (both at the upper teeth). And I have a black-colored chain for my brace.

Reverse.

I’m really addicted to her, Reverie Metherlence. She is my wallpaper in my mobile phone. She is so kawaii (cute). I can’t stop my self to look at her cute face.

finish to start

Last Saturday. Research mode, to talk to a veterinarian is a must, but luckily we need to look for another one in Indang (Cavite State University, CAVSU). Then after that, we stop at a mall (specifically at SM). I bought a magazine at Toykingdom (a toy sore). Then after lunch time and after eating I went home already. But there is a celebration in my aunt’s house. So I need to stop for a while, and my cousins from Makati were there and they are drinking tequila so I was forced to drink also so that night my head was aching.


Then today half day only, but this morning we had our first periodic exam for the second grading. The exams were hard especially at Mathematics IV (Calculus) and also in Elective (Biotechnology). And the English it is not easy but not that hard it is just a moderate type. And today is the birthday of my classmate (Hannah R. Reyes) happy birthday to you..

always eat bread..

Maragondon day..

Today, in our town Maragondon is celebrated. I went there to join the celebration. My school joined also the celebrations. The street dancing contest, and proudly to say they won (as the champion). Today I finished my assignments and projects..

But still I’m worried for everything.

reverse..

Tomorrow is the start of new the life.

Love is like life, it is full of mystery that no one can really answer the questions.

>>> A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love. Stendhal (1783-1842 france)